Contributed by: Laura
Story from: London, UK
I sit alone at home, content with myself.
On paper I have everything I need.
I have a safe home.
I have whatever food I want.
I live in an incredible city - London.
I have a family I can call at any time
and incredible friends.
So I find myself feeling guilty when I feel a gap in my heart
when I feel a sadness in my soul.
I find myself sitting in my beautiful home wondering when will I share it with someone? when will I be able to lay my head down on his lap while we watch a movie and he simultaneously plays with my hair.
When will he come?
He may come tomorrow, in 1 year, 10 or never. And I have to learn how to make peace with all outcomes.
To anyone reading this, what would you do? I know that only once I feel so full and at peace with whatever outcome he will come (I have learnt that life is quite ironic). But getting there has been a struggle.
Any advice would be deeply valued.
This is Aida, Founder of 365 Days of Love <3
Thank you Laura for being so honest about your struggles. I relate and can’t wait to hear peoples advice, I certainly need to learn what to do.
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